A new year

I cant believe i'm awake today
to think 48 hours ago i was bleeding myself to death.
still alive, still awake
Life is a beautiful rose i dont seem to get
I pondered my fate trying to understand meaning in my mistakes
but there is no meaning only regret.

I stand a man who survived his stupidity.
and face this world alone again, That is my purpose.
the reason for my gilded verse.

I am The Dark Poet
The One who stands when others run.
And my words are eternal.